catch me if you could

it's as though im really trapped and there you are on the edge of my vision,

you're fleeting
i need you
i have a to
to
hold you

and its like im really alive
living on the edge of a constant dream
i'll break down
i swear
if it wasn't for you i would have long ago.

but you're gone
and i'm lost
and there isnt anything to do
to do
to do
but wallow down and drown

and i remember when you were there
it was like a fleeting memory
and now it is
and now you are
it sends me reeling

distance is so appealing
this in which you're applauding

and i need you
and you fall short
and my feet are no longer the cliff
they're flailing
to rub a catch of your earth

but im gone,
see ya